Hmm, I feel like you took this part further, like from heartbreak to damnation. Like you should have just said heartbreak, but then you're announcing damnation. It means that you were not just hurt.
You know, you were actually questioning the weight of your own feelings. Let me see, the moral weight of your own feelings. You know, wondering if wanting this person is a kind of sin.
You know, I know I'm just trying to imagine what is going on in your head and how you allow the feeling to linger this long or, and explode it into this piece. You know, and I feel like you're just talking about the guilt of unrepeated feelings. And I would recommend the piece.
There is, I think, a book, actually. If you read Romeo and Juliet, you're going to talk about, I think it's the same thing Romeo was facing when, you know, he first fell for Rosaline. You know, Juliet wasn't his first love.
It was actually Rosaline. And then he would talk about the whole unrepeated feeling. And I feel like this actually gives you that poetry territory, yeah? So yeah, you should read, what do they call it? Romeo and Juliet, to give you clarity on more of these unrequited feelings that you're experiencing.
But he said, to feel is not a crime, I know. But why do I feel guilty already? You know, I feel like this is also very human and also very intellectual because feeling is not criminal. I know I might have told myself this, but I'm trying to understand it in my head.
But, you know, I feel like, you know, the gap between what we know and what we feel, that gap is where most of our suffering lives, yeah? I wish I could explain this thing further, but it's making sense in my head, but I can't have the words to explain. And this gap can not be easily bridged, yeah? I've come a long way not knowing this inferno inside me. It tells me more about the internal experience of what you're going through.
