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Sometimes in life, we can't be all
We just have to flow with the season
Each moment writes down a story
Whether sad or beautiful, it counts
Because we live this life only once
When overthinking what's killing me
A feeling inside me just chains me
As it feels like am on a lonely lane
Just because am alone with myself
Without another voice in my head
It's hard getting to bed each night
While am still afraid of what's next
Dropping tears roll down my cheeks
Then at that moment, I feel nothing
But a void feeling saying it's distress
Battling with echoes that ache me
Peace of mind can't even be found
When it's just a myth in my mind
Good memories fade without traces
And all that's left ain't right to be said
Only a chapter says it all but still lost
Tone and time can't play along again
When am only of the key to a melody
Inhaling feeling like am smelling bad
But still can't hold my breath for long
Tales are best told in a good mood
Tried my best in doing what kills me
Just to see people that understand it
With the language their body speaks
Can't tell again if am just a fool for it
Been soliloquizing with dark thoughts
The mirror keeps hints for me to see
Every one of them just feels too hard to get
Don't need hints anymore but actions
So I could start chasing before it's late
Negativity creeps into me with misery
No more dreams but a freaky nightmare
Dimming light all at my memory tunnel
Am with a mask to find my happiness
Can't look sad while am on a journey
This saying has always been ill-timed
Sharing the feeling felt doesn't comfort
It is just like a black hole that takes it all
But leaving you with an empty vessel
Which can't hold the breaking emotion
