I'm awake ,not sleepy, everyone is asleep,why can't I sleep? I don't know why I think it's becoming a norms. Lying on my bed I have a flash back about my journey in life,I have a flash back about where I'm coming from and where I have been, hence made me want to write a letter to my "younger me"
I wish my younger me have me beside her, I want to tell her that she should cry no more, I want to tell her to get more confident about her choice, even if her choice later didn't go well,she should not be ashamed instead she should be proud of being true to herself. I want to tell her not to be afraid to fail, it takes a powerful woman to take that steps ,it's not failure,it's a stepping stone,it's part of her success story to tell. I want to tell her that she should never regret doing things out of love , she is not foolish to do it, rather she is true to herself.
I know that she is crying behind the pillow but showing the world she is fine, I know she feels like Love is overrated, I Know she feels like it won't get better but I wish I'm there to tell you that it will get better,it's getting better,do not give up, do not lose up. I know you have many voices talking to you how what you should do, who you should become but follow your heart, do what's your heart want, trust me you are on a right track. Every breakdown will lead to a breakthrough for you.
I wish I can hug you to tell you that you are doing perfectly fine, just keep going, every mistakes you made sharpened the strength I have today. Your heart will break but trust me it has healed now , so embrace all the disappointment,it's a lesson which shaped me today . Those friends you are afraid of leaving later leaves you but guess what, you became powerful and comes out successful without them . You are now strong and wiser than you can imagine. "I love you , Younger me.