How long will I keep being like this?
I'm stuck in the void.
My soul is hopeless and restless,
I am willing but my flesh is unwilling.
I have applied a few strategies and yet still unwilling.
No! No!! No!!!
I can't be like this.... never will I continue this way.
I say "oh my days of slumbering are over" and yet it still lingers.
I have lost track of time with just a little distraction.
I'm in a mental detention and my existence is in suspension.
I battle against the soul rippers that I only can feel.
There's an innermost conflict arising between my optimistic and pessimistic beings, choosing where to dwell for a while.
I stare at them from the distance and observe their acts.
I await my reign again just like I rule fiercely.
There will be an outburst of power and both will be submissive.
But until then, I lay down my guard.
And vulnerably surrender my power.
I have been away for over two weeks in my entire blogging platform and I sincerely apologize for not being here consistent but trust me I was with y'all from a distance.
I don't need the pity or sympathy, I need to reassure myself of the motivation and strength I need to pass through trials...well, I am back!
I missed y'all though, although no one missed me😒😒
