Everything happened for a reason. I need to calm down and submit myself to him above. Having this pedicab is a blessing I could earn for our daily needs but its not enough to raised a children this time of economic crisis. But compared to other I'm still grateful that I have franchise. The local government is no longer issuing franchise. The city have a lot of pedicab. If someone want to stop his unit, he could sell it with the franchise.
Sometimes I feel so annoying but I have no choice and put everything in God to make me calm and survive . I am just thinking how if my daughters in highschool and college? I don't want to think it for now. I try not to worry for tomorrow ad just think of what I can do for today.
I just remember, when I was studying in elementary at highschool until college, I had no problem about money because my mother provided me in everything. Si ce I'm the only child, I received all her attention even until I have family. She spent a lot for me. It became a realization for me today. Not all the time, the situation still the same. There's always a changes, And every changes has a chance to improve ourselves but sometimes life is so unfair. But I just stick to the positive aspect in life for survival . For the sake of my kids, I will fight this feeling of worries. I keep in touch talking to God for survival. I don't want to losey confident and focus. The more it will create negativity.
How many time and how much money I spent for the repair. Without the support of my mother, there is possibility of losing the source of income. I'm still grateful, my mother is still and always I'm our side. But I have to look for a way to improve myself, my source of income that one day I can give it back to my mother. God, please help me 🙏🙏🙏
That's all for now and have a blessed weekend.
Hive On!
