2017Aug26
I had a flashback this morning. It was just mental thought processes, but I woke up in a nightmare. For a moment I couldn't think about anything but my experience at jail. I'm dealing with it okay, but it did throw a monkey wrench into my plans today.
I thought I saw one of the instructors from the martial arts gym I go to as a guard at the jail. My Reverend friend, whom I sometimes get counseling with, pointed out that it was probably a hallucination due to the stress I was under at the time. It looked and seemed real enough, though, that I'm less than inclined to go to the gym without another 'safe' person there.
I hope I can get therapy and more pot to help treat this soon.
Title based on Amalgamystic's song from SoundCloud.
