Light & Dark Thoughts

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No you're not coming back
Dark thoughts
I killed you
I destroyed you
I put a gun on my head to prove it to you
That I'm not in your control
No way you coming back
My light is too bright for you
I'm too strong for you
You're nothing but darkness
I killed you once and I will kill you again
You got nothing on me
I'm too strong for you
I learned that shutting the door doesn't kill you
I know how to defeat you
Not with shutting the door
Kill you when you grow darker
You're immortal I know
You're just darkness
You erase creativity
You erase life force
The only way is to kill you over and over again
The best part the more I kill you the stronger I get
You think you can overcome the new me?
Haha come at me
I'm not putting a gun on my head no more
You don't scare me no more
I embrace you now
I know that you're me
I am you
I am light and dark
You can't control me
You're mine and mine alone
Welcome home.

To everyone who's battling severe depression with suicid@l thoughts you can beat this I had this for 13 over years I can't count the times where I want to end it. I can't count the times where I give up. I can't count the times where I self destruct. But man once you find a way to beat it your life is so different don't do the same things everyday.

• Get up in the morning get the morning sun 🌞
• Exercise or just move just walk daily
• Find anything to read anything that interest you you don't even need to finish the book just read the part where you like the most and be done with it 📚
• When you go to work go in front of a mirror and tell yourself you can do this Sh!t nothing can stop you but yourself.
• Scream and shout if you have to release get a pillow and scream into it trust me it works especially for me I don't do it as often anymore because I don't need it as much.
• vibrate your body jump shake stretch and do it till you feel good.
• lots of energy but don't know where to put it? Get a punching bag and gloves punch the sh!t out of the punching bag kick, knee, elbow the damn thing.
• find something that you're passionate about and monetize it because money does change your life opportunities is wider when you have money 💲 just keep doing this for few years you will see it make a plan
• lastly when you're blessed it's time to bless others when you achieve this then you did everything you could. Time to rest and unwind.

Take care and keep safe always

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