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People who pay 2juta per month, surely infaq 50ribu something light. For those who earn 100 thousand per month, berinfaq 50ribu is extraordinary. But that's not the size but sincerity, and sincerity has nothing to do with willingness, even to be sincere sometimes we need to push ourselves. Like someone who wants to wake tahajud, if waiting for sincere (which means 'willing'), it will be difficult to start. But it turns out, sometimes need to also be forced to wake up to perform the evening prayer tahajud, which could be next will be a habit (habits).
Say the truth aka preaching, if waiting sincerely (which means 'likes'), then not many will do it, especially if you already know the facts consequence of dakwah is could be rejected. So once again, preaching or worship it does take sincerity, but not sincerity means 'love', but sincere meaning menginanya for God alone. And once again, sometimes it takes coercion.
In the fragment of Ahzab war as quoted above that 'forced' Hudzaifah execute the command of the Prophet. to conduct a peeping action against the camp of Abu Sufyan. In very winter conditions that can prevent a person from leaving the house, but for the sake of carrying out the orders of the Prophet, then Hudzaifah goes. Had it been measured by "willingness", then Hudzaifah could not carry out the orders of the Prophet. Or when Hudhayfah had reached the camp of Abu Sufyan, he could have chosen to kill Abu Sufyan directly, because his surveillance was unknown to anyone and in a strategic position. And upon returning from killing Abu Sufyan, Hudzaifah's name became famous for killing one of the idolatrous lords, by himself. But it was not chosen to be done by Hudzaifah, besides the command of the Messenger of Allah, only to lurk. It is evident that Hudzaifah did so sincerely, merely because of God.
The other Ibrah about sincerity can be obtained from Khalid bin Walid, when he was dismissed as warlord. Before his conversion to Islam, he was one of the leaders of the Quraysh army who ravaged the forces of the Muslims at the Battle of Uhud. However, when he converted to Islam, he became the undefeated leader of the Islamic army. His achievements began to appear when he led the army at the battle of Mu'tah. At that time he replaced three warlords who successively died as martyrs. With his precise strategy, he managed to win the battle. And since then, he got the title of Saifullah (God's sword). But at the time of the Yarmuk war, the great war between Islam and Rome, suddenly a messenger came with a letter from Caliph Umar bin Khathab that he was dismissed from the leadership of the troops replaced by Abu Ubaidah bin Jarrah. Khalid could have protested the letter, but Khalid accepted the decision calmly. When some question his attitude, he loudly declares that he fought not for the sake of Umar, but for the sake of his Lord Umar. and he again jihad with sincerity.
My friend, those are some stories that give us a true understanding of the meaning of sincerity even in a state of necessity. Hopefully we are given the path of ease to be sincere so do not have to force ourselves to be sincere. And may our charity so far, recorded as a good deed ".
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