This post is primarly because I read another post by 
@crowe talking about dreams and passions. He talked about making money on steemit and following your dreams and passions. This post had my "mind grapes" thinking. It's all I do..... is think. I read his post and realized that I have no dreams or passions, really. This is me being honest because I'm am so tired of proving myself to others, or thinking my actions is proving something to others. IF I AM BEING HONEST the only thing I've ever really been good at is coasting, skating, getting by and reading. Where is the place in this world where people like me exist? Is it here or there? I see people making money on here and I know that's not my passion, however, I respect the people here going out to get it. I'm a bit of a JOAT (jack of all trades) when it comes to topics and interests. I can literally talk about all subjects with enough knowledge to pass from A to Z. Am I alone in this? I read everything to the back of any package to newspapers to comments and posts and it goes into my brain and I munch on all things, taking bits and pieces along with me that makes sense,. Hell, I'm greedy enough to be curious but not enough to pick one topic to focus my energies on. One thing I know I'm not here to make m0oney. I'm here to have my words read. I don't care about upvotes and prizes. I want to have my words here for record. Like if I die, I want my kid to be able to get on here and read what was happening to me in real time. I've been through enough shit to write a book granted. I think I have the ability to garner attention with my experiences in my life, not for monetary gain but on a level where I simply want to engage. I will never ask for anyone to follow me and upvote. If anything at all, I want people to read my words free from obligations..... If this is you or not... resteem, read and think on what I've written. This place is beautiful and I am here for knowledge. Don't upvote me, just resteem, so my words can be read. It's not about my own gain. For me it's about connecting and being heard. It's my diary thats on display. I dont' want to gain any monetary incentives for sharing. For the most part, it's in me to give away all of me, money included. Steem included. If i can ask for one thing in this community is to share my words. I will tell you want I'm on about now, it's ever changing so hold on and keep up. I saw a post by a guy 
@ura-soul about a guy rapping about being vegan. This seemed like a good idea at the moment. I like making myself the subject of experiments and this is one I can do. I want my next post to talk about my experiences being vegan and posting my proof in reagrds to me. My moments passions if you will. I am saying that this interests me now and I want to talk about the affects of being vegan, personally. MAYBE THIS A NEW PASSON OF MINES, maybe I can try different things with everything I have and post about it. So I'm making a stance, (notice, not passion) but me testing out what I read here and giving my results. For the most part this could be something that you all suggest me to try with regard to my husband and child, if it won't adversely affect them, I am game to be a subject. My first thing is being VEGAN. Any suggestions? I plan on starting this experiment on July 1st and continiung throughout the month. Again, all I want is readers, no money, no fame. I want people who are interested enough. I am ready to conduct little experiments like this vegan one for all. Resteem thats all....I'm not asking for anything else.
Appreciate your time.
