There's Time For It

Only seated right here and reminiscing on how I was beating myself up for not investing in cryptocurrency as early as I should but right now, it feels like nothing was lost as I would have lost a lot.
It's an interesting fact that crypto gets one feeling invincible like you've arrive without being seen rather untouchable as you're invincible, maybe the coming bull run would make me feel invincible but truly that would be detrimental to me since I've not really got the resource to flaunt when it comes. There's still a lot of work to be done and I'm still trying to be more of myself I must confess after a year and four months.

I've just been caught in my own webs that I haven't gotten over it as it still eats down within me. I'm one so full of words and great potential so I thought that the feeling that it was all about you all came crumbling before my eyes and now, here I am stuck and moving sheepishly to get over it. I guess when we don't even might our expectations, it could hold us down because that's how I've felt for a long time and know certainly it's not helping as the need to drop every conception and a past ideology would only help moving a step further.

Last week, I felt listless and my environment was dreary at the same time but after a nap on Sunday and waking up on the first of August, I felt so peaceful. The thought of just being yourself and forgetting about the past and all that can't be changed took precedence. If there's something I've never done on the blockchain, that's talk about myself.

Truth is I feel very ashame of myself, and trying to live with my shame and keep on doing all those things I possess at the same time without feeling the shame.

Read a post from @josediccus a while back about being young and comfortable and stuff like that can't really recall. But it had to do when he was younger and working for his uncle without being paid until he left his uncle as he wanted something better for himself. That was another epiphany I had that broke me down. No one encourages another person even though there's someone that does encourage you, it's all up to you to do what's needful.

Right now, I'd remain grateful with all that have been earned and only work better at being myself and giving better value.
No one is being left if you're trudging the right path and keep at it. There's been a lot of regret after several power downs but that's what got me this far and only to put in the work continuously.

You know that feeling of being left out when you not onboard, yeah, FOMO, just remembered that. It actually has a way of getting into ones end. When you join the bandwagon of crypto in this case, its simply just to keep the engine running because when the fuel burns out then there's no more movement and certainly won't like to get stuck.
Crypto has always bee a part of something I wanted to do but never had the means or didn't search for it but here I am today, pledging to keep the mantle. Feels more like a pledge to myself because so far, the past one year has taught a lesson that couldn't be taught without having a firsthand experience.

There's time to thrive in crypto as we still in the early stages as the early birds but that means we need to play our part to catapult us to where we'd be proud of being.

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