I rushed to my boardinghouse. When I arrived at my boarding house I immediately looked for my books that I had not used, after collecting some books I ran back to the small library and met the woman.
"Well, you're really interested in economics, I have some books that have been abandoned in kosku and I think it would be more appropriate to submit these books to people with high spirit like you"
While talking. I put a cardboard box with my books next to the woman. The woman can only be silent a thousand languages with a surprised expression of delight happy when I give my book to him
"But mass, what love my book is given to me ... we just met lohh ... and I'm sure the book is still useful for the mas later" Ask him a little hesitate to receive my gift
"Do not worry about mbak, I just feel my books will be more useful if used mbak rather than wear me. I am just a person who has no ambition and just follow the flow of life here, but mbakk is someone who will fight the fate and think about the situation of others. Obviously true to whom this book will be more useful "
"..."
"Well, if I may say I think you are more worthy to attend college than me, that way you can take a step closer to reaching your goals. If I ... I feel like one of the many others who when leaving the world does not bring any change. Only rubbish you can find on the roadside "
I smiled wryly when explaining about myself. I do not understand why I'm telling this to anyone I know. Probably the main reason because he is a much better man than me ...
"If the mas said so ... well I'm happy to accept your books But! ... mas must know if mas is not garbage, mas able to bring change, the proof mas want me to achieve my goal by giving this book? I will try to reach my goals and prove that mas is able to make changes "
He responded with confidence again, as if he would be able to prove what he said. I felt that at this moment he was full of rays that might burn my eyes but somehow I felt warm to see the light.
"Yahh ... I hope at least you can really achieve your goals ... for my sake too"
That's all I can say, with my little smile looking back I say what's in my heart
"By the way I do not know your name from the beginning we talked, whose name is you?" I asked again
"Flower mas, kalo mas itself?"
"Tony mbak, okay if so flowers, I hope as you say we can make changes and I myself will try to make the change itself. Thank you for the words of your spirit "I said as I pointed my hand in front of him
"Both mas Tony, I am also grateful for the books that mas give, I will take care of this as best as possible ... oiya I am often here so if you see me greet yak" he replied that directing his hands fore also
"Of course! See you tomorrow again yak "
We both shook hands. After that I went back to my boarding house to do my original purpose: Sleep.
The next day I went straight to college and looked for my friend, riki. As soon as I saw her in class I greeted her
"Riki, I need some help, please teach me all the things you understand about our majors, ohh and lu know the places that receive job vacancy?"
"Err ... I still do not ask questions and really yes I have acquaintances who again open vacancies, cuman ... lu why suddenly nanya like ginian, lu sick?"
Riki looked at me in surprise, perhaps because of my suddenly active attitude. Well, I can not deny that my attitude may be so different from the previous one. In the end I can only smile a little.
"Healthy cave, do not have to worry rik, actually can be more healthy than before. Hmm ... maybe you can say there are flowers that grow in my soul to make me more active "
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Well ... I'm just trying to change myself a bit ... so at least I deserve to help him, see him sitting on campus bench, and maybe discuss the science we learned while watching him smile. To achieve that I will try to make a change in me, a small change.