Good morning hive community.
I apologize for not having uploaded content, I had some problems but I'm back!
This time I bring you a drawing that I made at the end of December and that is the most important drawing I've done so far and I'm not referring so much to the theme but to what is hidden behind the layers of color. This drawing was created to participate in a contest in which the theme was "create a cyber punk character" and when I saw this I got excited and decided to participate I decided to make a moustro because I thought: "Men and women are more known in cyber punk styles, it is better to do something totally original" so I said I would make a moustro and so I created an incredible moustro.
This moustro is very important and special for me because when I started the drawing there were about 3 days left to finish the contest and although I had found out in time I had not been able to start because I had gotten sick and was very weak but I was still not healed and there were 3 days left and I but sometimes if you do not reflect well the message is misinterpreted and I decided not to do it that way, so I did another one and the truth is that I loved it and I left that one and I started to color it and I had 2 days left and I was very nervous and I got tired quickly because I was doing a drawing when I was sick and if it was tiring to draw when I was healthy it was tiring to draw when I was sick but there is something that I have and that is that I do not like to give up even if I am exhausted I do not stop because I have always thought that "if you are going to do something I will not stop"
but sometimes if you do not reflect the message well it is misinterpreted and I decided not to do it that way, so I did another one and the truth is that I loved it and I left that one and I started to color it and I had 2 days left and I was very nervous and I got tired quickly because I was doing a drawing when I was sick and if being healthy it was tiring to draw when I was sick I got tired three times as much but there is something that I have and that is that I do not like to give up even if I am exhausted I do not stop because I have always thought that: "if you are going to do something do it well".
As I had already got into the drawing I had to finish it and one of those days I got worse because obviously I needed rest and I was not resting so that day I left the drawing and the drawing was complete and I would have advanced about 5% and I felt bad physically and emotionally because I thought that maybe I would not have time to finish or something like that and that made me feel sad and I was at a point that I did not even know what to do but I said to rest as much as I could that day and on the last day continue and the day came and from 06:00 a. m. I started to feel tired but I was tired but I did not know what I was going to do. I was tired but I was not going to give up and I did not stop almost only to eat or go to the bathroom, I had no breaks just in those moments I was very focused but despite being so committed to fulfill even so I felt tired my body ached and my eyes were burning but I was not going to throw in the towel and I was at that point and I was not going to quit.
That day it was due by 11:00 p.m. and I finished it at 10:00 p.m. so I was going to send it off.
so I rested for half an hour and I started to send it and the unexpected happened the page did not open it was 10:40 p.m. and it was when I opened it after 10 minutes trying and when I am filling the form I arrived to the zone to send the drawing and it did not give me the option to take the drawing from the gallery and I entered in desperation trying to solve and I started to cry because it did not give me the option to send the drawing and it was 11:00 p. m. and my biggest fear was fulfilled that they did not see my work, I could not cry because it did not give me the option to send the drawing and my biggest fear was fulfilled that they did not see my work, I was crying I could not with the helplessness I felt, the sadness and that feeling of having given all of you in something so that they do not even see it, I felt devastated, sunk very bad I cried a lot like 30min maybe while I was crying I told what had happened to a close person and he helped me because he wrote to the people of the contest what happened and they said: "That there was no problem to send everything by phone and they would put me in" I was happy but after that person told me what happened with the contest people I realized something, that maybe that prize was not for me, that it was not my turn to shine for now or that it was not my time so I calmed down and I realized that everything I did was something brave to be physically exhausted and still give everything in something I felt very good and I said to myself: "I already won" and that's how I managed to make a drawing in less than 3 days.
Thanks for reading!
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