Everyone must have felt pretended to be fine amongst the heart.
Then you try to Talk to Heart, what your heart is feeling. But one thing you must understand, Your heart can not distinguish whether good or bad taste that he has. Therefore you need to use your mind to guide it. Unfortunately when your heart is infatuated with love, your mind does not seem to be listened to.
Once upon a time, you chose to build a high wall to cover your heart again. Get away from all the crowd. For you it was a very hard disappointment to treat. It may be true some of them said that hoping other than your God, you are digging graves for your heart. Ah, you just realized your stupidity after losing.
You are silent in the empty space, because you want to talk to the heart. About him who is so easy to believe. About him being wet with tears. About him trying to conclude a smile 'I'm fine'. About the wounded back on the same feelings.
Then you sit on your prayer mat, not because you want to question about the destiny of your Lord, but because you know that only your Lord understands the meaning of your smile all day long.
In the end the tears that had been wrapped in a smile, spilled as well. You are crying sobs, the pain that you have been drowning all the time.
Ah, is not life always like that? We already feel happy, because of love in humans. Then when that love perishes, we look for reasons for the wound. The truth is, we never know, that we are not just blessed with the heart.
And again you feel the less dwarf, because no matter how far you run away from all the causes of the wound. Do not you know that the wound in the heart is a sign that you are studying? Learn how to treat it. Learn to persuade her to stop sick. Learn to make it tougher and steadfast when it falls back again (later on maybe). At least you already know how to escape from all the shackles you create yourself.
You realize that every heart has its own way of getting up.
O heart, are you still reluctant to let go? Do not you really understand that anything that is not yours should not be kept for long? Yes, maybe if I tell you to be sincere does not mean because I want to be free. But because with ikhlaslah you feel really free.
O heart, you just need to stand up again.
Because someone so deeply hurt, is someone who can love so deeply. Because deep wounds must have been caused by such great love. Be proud of a heart that loves sincerely, someday you will find the true owner appreciate all your sincerity.
