This post is like an SOS. I seriously need help on this. Any input is appreciated.
That's me.
Thinking about the future can be really hard.
Trying to make money in this world can be hard. I'm thinking about what my next move in this world is going to be and I'm not going to lie, I'm scared.
I'm not very good at talking to people. I get anxiety and stutter and say weird things. I have so many ideas in my head, and I am good at a lot of things.
I'm good at being creative. I like writing and painting or creating any art. Poetry, story writing, I like reading too.
I think I'm pretty smart too, randomly like math.
But in this world you have to have experience to get the job you want, or think you could do well at.
I love fashion, and colors. I love creating outfits and designing outfits.
I work as a home health care nurse right now. I get paid to care for my grandmother who has Alzheimer's. It's NOT an easy job. I also live with her because that where I have to stay right now. The company I work for pays minimum wage. It's nothing I can live on, and because I live here I'm on call 24/7 and I have practically no time to myself... at 22 years old I don't want that. I want a life.
Now I'm wondering what my next move will be. I'm nervous as all get out. Like anxious and want to crawl in a hole. But this world is demanding and you have to have a job and money to survive.
I mean hitting the lottery would be ideal but it's just not gunna happen.
So here I am guys and gals!
I would preferably like to work from home, or have a business of my own.
I have an Etsy shop, where I sell vintage items. But it's nothing I can rely on right now.
I need help, I need input and ideas. What can I do? Im 22 and yes, have my high school diploma. I love creating. ANY KIND OF CREATING. I'm a nervous talker but I can do it, especially if I was doing it for myself.
Any ideas on what kind of business I could start? Or a job I could do where I could write about stuff like freelancing but most times you need experience to have a job like that.
Another note is I live in a very rural area...
Here's some of the things I've created.
https://steemit.com/art/@bekkababy/an-aspiring-artist-at-22-years-old