5.30pm and I’m only at 3k steps. That speaks volume. I rested almost all day, besides going to the bakery for some inventory and watching the areal silk presentation that Lily’s group was doing. Without

00.06 by now. A little later than expected. Usually prepare my post of the day, but I'm a bit drunk by now. In the good way. The work out in the morning was surprisingly quick. I did feel the weight ups

The soothing sound of falling rain is the first impression my sleepy mind gets upon firing up the consciousness. After the alarm clock, which is rather automatically turned off immediately. Myriads of

I wrote a post in the morning! But I wasn’t able to finish it until half an hour ago. Click here to get to it, on my main account. Why is that important? Because I don’t write as much anymore. I do write

Today was leg day at the gym. I only do it once a week because I don’t like it. But it’s necessary, and I’m pushing myself there as I do with all exercises these days. Today I completed the whole round

Yesterday we went to a brewery with some friends, and they have really strong beer that sneaks up on you. Meaning, it wasn’t that easy to get out of bed this morning. But the fresh breeze coming through

It’s getting harder to wake up again. The void is just there, and unavoidable, ironically. I do fill it with work and snuggles and friends and company and more work and whatever I can find. But there’s

What a morning! Waking up next to her is always a pleasure, and the beautiful weather made it even better. Coffee in bed, breakfast in bed, while watching Malcom in the Middle. We both had watched the

I had weird dreams. I think. Not sure, but I woke up with a weird feeling. Nero came by for his breakfast, so I took a video for Lily and sent it to her mom’s Whatsapp. No idea if she’ll get to watch it.

I’m sitting at my favorite bar, drinking a Naahgarita. Frozen Strawberry non-alcoholic margarita. Delicious and fancy enough to have the feeling that I’m not just coming here to drink water or overrated

I didn’t even get to bed too early yesterday, and yet I woke up full of energy. The whole thing of not drinking coffee after noon is really helping a lot. And so is the non-alcohol rule on week days. My

I did watch a movie yesterday, and it wasn’t that good, so a fell asleep a few times during the show and did not regret it, nor lose any of the story. And I woke up very well rested. My body was still

Okay, yesterday I went a little too far on the beer. Which was fine. It was a little like a purification, having a big beautiful fire and drinking at the same time, while listening to music that provokes

The fire lashes out, putting my nerves on fire. It smells like burned hair again, and yet my smile lingers, doesn't go anywhere. Again I poke, again the flames try to grab me, I'm faster, sometimes. .

No river roaring. Just some cats fighting. And after finally falling asleep again, the soft breeze of a sunny morning with the adjacent birds chirping. I woke up alone after a tired night, and it took

Waking up in the fresh air to the sound of the river roaring, listen to Ellie's calm and regular breathing and to birds all around. We didn't make it late last night, fell asleep not even 5min into the

7500 steps is awesome considering that we arrived at our favorite spot in the Intag valley at 11am and opened a bottle of beer while still sitting in the car. The place is magical and I already took way

I might fall asleep while writing. What a long day. The morning was easy, getting up, coffee, and then straight to the bakery – construction time! Together with my friend and landlord Mr. K we wanted to

I slept well. Which is good. There’s a clear path forward for me, I have instructions, I know what to do. So I got up early, played a little #moon and #splinterlands and then went to the gym. On the way

It's on again. I received note of Lily's mom having taken her away again. Not letting anyone know, just disappearing. It's sad, but it seemed to be inevitable. So today is started on the paperwork. Get