A wonderfully lazy day! Yesterday was awesome – I still have to re-write that diary, as I went to bed very late and didn’t have too much time. I spent around 5h with my GF’s cousin who’s a wicked smart

Such long days! It was a good one. Despite the anxiety, or maybe because. Lily didn't show for her clases, and her mom obviously won't respond to my messages why, leading to my head wanting to spiral.

The Ghosts are just that. Past. Passed away. Situations of former times that I have already dealt with. Whose consequences I already suffered. Going through these messages is some kind of meditation, with

Market days are fun days, but exhausting. Especially today. Not the market itself, but I had woken up quite early again, despite going to bed too late again yesterday. Something I just can’t seem to get

It was still raining in the morning when the cat woke me. Right on time. 6am. 15min of lying around. Then up and away. Well, not really. It took a while to get into gear and over to the gym, but 7.30am

It’s finally raining outside, and quite a lot. And some cats are fighting. A weird combo. The picture Upload is failing again, and I did double the steps that health connect registered. Hopefully a one

My model video is out! And it’s pretty cool. I’ll probably do a proper post about it, and upload it to 3speak.tv, too, but on my main account any maybe tomorrow. Who knows. If you want a peak and help

A day of running around! The morning was mellow and nice, fresh air, blazing sun, as so many days start recently. Lily had spend the night with me, keeping me awake quite a bit, kicking, stealing the blankets,

Today has finally been the day. The restaurant opened. What a relief! And that it’s not my restaurant nor my responsibility is even more of a relief. Daniel, my administrator, got it all right. He talked

Boy what a day. Rollercoaster type. It's late again and I really want to go to bed. That's what u wrote yesterday at 11pm, tired. And then I thought "not that important", shut down the phone

It was hard to get out of bed today, but in the end, the sunshine beat the tiredness. I was in bed early yesterday, at 9pm. Duolingo was done by 9.20pm. And then I picked up the book... The Road by McCarthy.

It was a time to say goodbye to my brother today. Or, until we now frame it - "See you next time!" He'll be back, soon. But first, we had to get to Ibarra to pay his fine. Yes. That was really

It's 5 am when she wakes up and crawls into my bed, carrrying Shio, my stuffed animal that she just occupied because, and the book. "Guten Morgen! Zeit zum Vorlesen!" Yeah, not going to happen.

A plane cuts the sky in two, but I'm too lazy to catch the camera. It looked kind of special, or maybe it just felt kind of special because it's unusual for me to be wide awake with the first sun beams

Absolutely not the day I expected. In a good way. Sun was blazing yet again when we woke up after a great night out at a friend’s bar. Ellie wanted to watch a movie, but I fell asleep almost immediately.

High Energy day! Quite awesome. Woke up a little tired, as we had watched a movie until late yesterday. But a coffee fixed that. And the weather. Oh boy, what a nice sunshine! Lily and her friends had

It's been so eventful. Nice to say. I will edit this post tomorrow when I have the time to complete my diary. Great work out at the gym, lazy daytime, wonderful jam Session and a nice walk. And many many

I felt quite a bit of relief today. Not at first, at first I was very tired. I had spent quite a bit of time writing up a summary of the last 8 years, with all the legal procedures involved about Lily.

The expectations of a day like this can be numbing. I distracted myself with many things until I had to go and get the news. And I was right. It was not just all in my head, it was not my ego playing tricks

How beautiful is waking up rested! Only one disturbance by Lily, only one short nightmare after which she fell back asleep immediately. Everything was easier today. She was in a good mood, so was I. It