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Just an account to keep the shopping & Acifit diary separate from the blogging :-) main account is @beelzael
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2025-10-07 17:10
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HiveGarden
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Roofing.
That's how the day started. The view from my rooftop. The air was crisp and clean, the sun was having a blast. Right that moment I decided to take care of my rooftop garden - finally, I must say. Most
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Weekend Experiences
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Govern me.
I believe that government is necessary and rather live in a state with one, than without. There was a time when I believed in the ability of humans to self-organize and find the way that leads to common
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HiveGarden
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Everything matters. Especially organically.
I finally had a good day. After weeks of low energy and working hard despite that, I gave myself some rest this week. More or less. 4 times gym and 3 times martial arts training does not help that much.
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Weekend Experiences
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Being here.
Some days, the urge to not be is too strong. The feeling of needing to dull it all down, drown out reality. It's part of dismantling the walls that have protected me for so long. That helped me manage
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Photography Lovers
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Longing for the sky - Last Week's Favorites
I'm grateful last week is over. Not sure about how this week will be, but hopefully not worse. There were many moments that I just looked up into the sky to find some solace in the endless. There wasn't
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Actifit
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Something positive. My Actifit Diary: May 17 2026
Nero is back home. I wrote a little bit about that on my main account, but it definitely has to have its place in my diary, too. After a lon week of fighting the poising he’s here, in my flat, which is
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Weekend Experiences
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The cat's back.
Yeah, I'm a day late again. I don't know why, but I don't feel much like writing these days. Although, I do feel like it - I just don't do it. That's not good. Even my Actifit-Diary was cut short a bit.
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Actifit
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Knowing more than yesterday. My Actifit Diary: May 14 2026
Another training day at Nuevo Sol. I know so much more about fabrics, threads and stitches now. Even words in English and Spanish that I have no idea what they would be in German. We’re almost through
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Actifit
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Back in paradise. My Actifit Diary: May 2 2026
It was hard to get into gear. A long night, short sleep, and overall exhaustion. But the prospect of the day was excellent – going to my favorite place in the Intag valley with Ellie, Kami and friends
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Weekend Experiences
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They would've changed the world.
I forgot to clip my toe nails. Which generally isn't a problem, they're well guarded inside socks (I bough new ones, so most don't even have holes), inside sneakers or shoes or whatever I use to protect
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Actifit
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Baby steps backwards. My Actifit Diary: May 1 2026
Is it Fridays that it hits differently? Or just random? I remember being in the same mood last Friday. Ready to cry at every minute. To punch walls. Diminish people. Give into my dark side. Is it a weekend
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Reflections
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How do you apologize?
I have a buddy. I think. He's more of a friend's friend. Actually he's my friend's sponsor, helping him to stay sober and going through the steps and all that. My friend is in a high stress situation at
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Reflections
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Too close to home.
I finished a book. No, not C.S. Lewis’ Abolition of Man, I finished that a while ago, after along struggle. This time, it was “The Road” by Cormac McCarthy, recommended to me by @galenkp (thanks for that!)
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Photography Lovers
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They're just here.
Friends I mean. Sometimes it's all that's needed, that they're here for me. Sunday we went to a local brewery. Rather spontaneously. Things came together and there we were, with the most amazing view on
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Reflections
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Do you sing praise?
I'm back at reading my favorite diary again, that one by Marcus Aurelius. His thoughts always make me think. This time about praise. He uses the metaphor of beauty, but I think he's really talking about
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Weekend Experiences
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Burn it all away.
There are those moments in life that merit a little self destruction. Or so I told myself, as my hand snapped back quickly, and the smell of burned hair ascended into my nose. The fire was angry. So was
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Actifit
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more vacation. My Actifit Diary: April 3 2026
Waking up in the fresh air to the sound of the river roaring, listen to Ellie's calm and regular breathing and to birds all around. We didn't make it late last night, fell asleep not even 5min into the
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Actifit
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Getting it done. My Actifit diary: April 1 2026
I might fall asleep while writing. What a long day. The morning was easy, getting up, coffee, and then straight to the bakery – construction time! Together with my friend and landlord Mr. K we wanted to
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When it hits the fan. My Actifit Diary: March 30 2026
It's on again. I received note of Lily's mom having taken her away again. Not letting anyone know, just disappearing. It's sad, but it seemed to be inevitable. So today is started on the paperwork. Get
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More ghosts, more past. My Actifit Diary: March 27 2026
The Ghosts are just that. Past. Passed away. Situations of former times that I have already dealt with. Whose consequences I already suffered. Going through these messages is some kind of meditation, with
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