Nowadays it's hard for me to write something, something about my life. Most of the times I try to push myself too hard to write the posts. Before things were not like this. If I sit to write something in front of the screen, I didn't have to spend time on thinking about it. The first draft was all about how I fastly I can write about. Usually, things like this will happen at certain intervals and they pass. For me, the hardest part is the guilt I feel when I cant write.
These are the times I feel like a real lazy one, I usually stop reading books and watching movies. Usually, I try to stuck with social media, watching short videos and all other funny memes. It's also the time I usually try to spend more on socializing. Empty rooms could make me very uncomfortable, it's better to go for sports or any other activity that could deviate my mind from all this.
I think maybe these deviations are the ones which give me the inspiration to write in the end. Maybe these are the fuels I need for the long run. This determines the life of the journey. These are the fuels I may need for the time of seclusion. The guilt is the only thing that haunts me, this could also bring some negative aspects to the outcomes.
I hope I could get out of this boring state and write something more.