Here passes another night of holding myself in the dark,
I thought maybe it'll get easier with time but it's just as hard,
When so many years of someone beside you to hold falling asleep,
But now I stay awake for hours lessening to my own heart beat,
I never thought I'd miss having someone in my arms so much,
Or the simplest things as rolling over just to feel there touch,
But I do really bad and it seems as if I am not going to get it soon,
I might just have to get used to laying alone for awhile in this room,
I hope that it want be forever even though I refuse to have just anyone,
Because I am better than that and I want them to want to be here out of love,
The stars I make this wish upon night after night for this,
Twinkle off in the distance giving me hope of my wish,
I thought maybe it'll get easier with time but it's just as hard,
Now here passes another night of holding myself in the dark.
📝🖍
📲esteem 📱
