Sometimes life takes us to a level, a stage where we are to decide personally whether we are in a right or wrong path that we are leading. Out of many great realizations what I tremendously felt that there is a certain flow that is taking our life forward.
It means actually we arent knowingly shifting things, but the conditions of our life, what is.
Have you ever asked yourself that question, what I am currently doing, preaching, or rearing inside of us - the ideology, belief and the motive of life that is solely determined inside us, that all of it is pure and precise?
The truth is always all the time we never get time to ask that, nor do we get time and calm mind to do that. What is true, in the realm of our living existence, all of us are doing something, smaller or greater.
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Most of the time, there remain a big gap between our "expectations" and "reality" and for most of the people both of the things never have chances to meet. I myself have seen that and felt that, its most likely that you have also faced that.
What I see is that, from the days of my own childhood, in midst of passing times through nature and wilderness and little civic life, I developed a mental freedom to become a writer and allocate some time to compose books that I want greatly.
First few publications went moderate, but that the challenge all of the writers face in their early times that, its never gets easy to start a solid, sustainable career with it. Because nobody knows whether the books copies will be sold or not. It starts with having what would be people's reactions and business matters go with this.
But, the actual scenario is this we have to sometimes decide on that, what we are doing, will it have the best effect or not. If it happens in a positive way, then things would be okay. If it doesnt fit in - there needs something to change quickly.
In most occasions I have done that quite many times. It feels when results dont go in expected way and adjustment is what needed most. I thought of trying to maintain a personal blog and let loose the uncertain career of books publication of my own criteria. It gave me inner satisfaction mostly and the reliability upon the choices that I have on my life.
Thats how I evolved and been able to gather the logic of doing something constructive. You can have that in your life also, only if you do feel that its necessary. There are more things in life we do, but they keep us either motivated or downhearted.
Whats your choice?
