Yesterday I had one of the most epic adventures and found some of the most amazing stuff I've found so far and it was so beautiful and some powerful synchronicities, yet...
I just feel a bit empty still, it's hard to be as happy as I feel like I would have been.
All that being said... It was a physically exhausting day and when I finally got to bed and was laying there... I felt like... I may never find anything more amazing than that again.
So... I can kind of retire on that, heh.
And, I'm not going to quit. I'm going to keep exploring and doing this stuff... I guess I feel like... I did a good job.
But, more than that... Even if this doesn't amount to what I would hope with the potential implications of sharing some of this stuff with others, ultimately I'm just so grateful that I got to experience this adventure for myself.
It has been so unique and so full of mystery and story to the point it feels like a book or a movie or a video game or something, life has been so full of novelty that it boggles my mind.
It's sad to say, but... A lot of people live just kind of regular lives... They do the same stuff over and over again until they die.
I was going down that route as well, yet... I got lucky and found a quest that gave my life so much magic and color and beauty that I can barely believe it.
I'm sad about all the negative stuff that has happened to my close friends and family and all of the injustice in the world and beyond, though I am grateful I got a chance to be here and have so much time with those I love and so much more... This life has been a wild friggin ride that's for sure.
Sending love to everyone. <3
