I have a small stature. Or relatively small anyway. Through this I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe I’m not as good as others, specifically men whereas I see the ‘typical’ or ‘traditional’ man as having a big or bigger stature.
Why is my stature small? Well I’ve never really gone to a gym and/or lifted weights or anything in terms of building muscle. Although that wouldn’t really increase my stature too much. I see that it’s really just me lol. I mean other than building more muscle for some increased stature, my main stature as me is what it is. And I’m not at a disadvantage or separated spot as a person just because of it. It’s not a curse to have this stature. It’s not a curse to have any particular stature, or any particular..anything. I’m alive. I’m healthy. I’m capable of lots. That is what I’m glad for.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to negatively judge my small stature.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself below others because of having a smaller stature.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that stature is what makes a person ‘cool’ or ‘not cool’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself by my stature.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I’m not as capable as others with a bigger stature and/or frame as their body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself at a disadvantage within my mind of having a small/smaller stature compared to the big/bigger stature of others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become brainwashed of what is apparently the ‘typical’ male stature/frame and using this as the reasoning to negatively judge what my stature/frame looks like in comparison to the stature/frame that my body should look like as the typical and in my eyes ‘best’ male stature/frame.
To be continued.
