Hi! This is my first time (ever) to post my artworks online. I know how to draw and stuff but I'm not on that artistic level like Van Gogh or @hiddenblade .... yet. Hahaha just kidding. I'm just an amateur. Like, a super noob. Hahaha. I enjoy drawing though but I am more inclined to the musical side of art.
the drawing that I'm about to show will be explained and prolly be understood through a little poem I created myself. Hope you guys like it! :)
Darkness.
It was the only thing that kept me alive
But never did it kept me sane.
Like the pressure you feel when you go down and dive
The deepest point of the Mariana Trench.
Alone. Numb. Cast out.
Never did I tried to mind my body anymore
What it will become or what it will express
The people I thought that loved me tried to push me out of my own home
Regarded as dirt—like stain on a wedding dress.
Weathered Feelings
Life was supposed to be showered in sun rays and rainbows
Like in the middle of summer and in the early days of spring
But it turned out to be just rainfall and heavy snow
Too cold, too silent, too limited for my inner being
The Windows to My Soul
Eyes have been dried out from excessive weeping
Tears in blue turned into filthy green
From a bright-colored iris to a dull monochrome came bleeding
I'm scared of the things I have not yet seen.
Fraud
Will you understand me if you look me in the eye?
Can you see the pain I'm hiding when I try to smile?
Will you be fooled by the tears I try to fake?
Can you believe my lies even in the smiles I make?
Hoping It'll Be
The sclera of the soul is at its darkest
Cornea's like a blackhole of pure nothingness
But the pupil remains to see a small light in the slightest
Slowly showing colors, even if life's a bit of mess
The End Of Everything
Eyes glow at point blank dim
Like life still shines even in the midst of everything
It may be sad or chaotic, superficial or disorderly
Let us still try to see the colors life has in its totally
A big thanks to @hiddenblade for letting me use her ipad when making this shitty drawing. Hahaha. And for believing that I "can" draw. Your support gives me strength. Char. Thanks bai.
