It's really amazing and surprising how when we drinks for a long while, we tend to reminisce on old memories, especially memories of hurt and pains.
It tends to bring back memories of even the ones we lost on the way and whatever stage of our life. The effect drinks have on ones mind cannot be over emphasized.
There's a time I was drinking and I remembered when I had an heartbreak, yes I was listening to a particular song too that kept bringing me memories of the person and how bad they hurt me.
I couldn't get over the hurt, but I loved the fact that the drinks helped suppressed the hurt I was feeling at that moment and I didn't get drowned in thinking.
There was a time I remembered when I felt so lost and the feeling of darkness evolved me and I felt like everything will never be alright, but then again, I figured it was just drinks bringing back all the memories of things i have been through and so I snapped out of it almost in the immediate and I was able to stay sane.
I pray we have sweet sweet memories to look back to and smile, that been said, we can't avoid the bad and hurtful memories regardless, so the way we get to manage them is what's all important.
Stay safe and keep being amazing regardless the situation and yes vent out whatever when you feel necessary and also it's absolutely healthy to take time to yourself and reflect on the past hurts and get over them and move forward.
Thanks so much for reading through.