Chronic Pain sucks.

2 things.

1. Chronic Pain fucking sucks the big fat one. I still survive, I still work. But it HUUUURTS. (I know, piss piss whine whine!)
2. When doctors flat out refuse to treat the issue, refuse to give you pain relief due to all the overdoses, you FUCKING SUFFER... and it hurts.

Today is one hell of a bad bad flare up. Last night, I struggled to sleep due to my shoulder just wretching in pain. It felt like someone was trying to pull my freaking arm off. Today, it's harsh.
I hope no one thinks i can use my left arm today... or hand. It's that bad.