Jam of the moment.

People wonder why I am so hard on myself. Why I talk down to myself... WHEN YOUR own mother (she's Jean, by the way) asks you if you had surgery... because she can't have the faith that you would work

So two things. One, Happy New Year. Two, people can suck if they think they will ruin the first day of the new year. Today I went to log into Facebook for all of a hot minute. I see my mother arguing with

I was going through my "Bath and Body Works" and "The Body Shop" stash, as one would call it. Also, my David's Tea "stash". I decided to thin the herd, so to speak. I tossed

One of the best things I did this year. I wrote it, edited it and put it up here

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Seeing as nothing is really cleaned (or besides "broom swept" ) , I have been pounding my house hard today. Since about 10am I have been doing laundry. I have also run to the store, fed the kids,

There's so many things that I have done in my life...which would make your short and curlies curl even more. I have no idea, but these oooold memories (old and buried, or so I thought) keep coming to the

I was going to post this on Facebook...but seeing as a friend posted her own thoughts/feelings - I'll leave it here. This song reminds me of a certain person. I won't name names, but if they come across

I have just been crazy busy. Honestly been busy dealing with cell phone companies, the internet, work, the kids, the house... (although I have some serious cleaning to do!) and to top it off, I am sneaking

So I pulled myself off this supplement I was taking ...and holy fuck a duck am I feeling lousy. I mean just the brain power isn't there... the want to get up and go is gone. I just feel a general feeling

Trigger Warning When I was a young'n, I was with a man who ended up fathering three of my kids. My sons. (He ended up fathering a daughter with his wife. He didn't marry me!) We were living in this place

Okay. So today when I went on my break, I came across a Perez Hilton article. "Chester Bennington's death autopsy"...and it was in grave detail. And another rag, and another gossip site. The

A few years ago, when the first Savage Garden CD came out... I listened to it multiple times at the Virgin Megastore in Vancouver. When I was finally able to bring it home i did. My sons' father had this

So. My first daughter Darryn, was born on this day in 2002. When she was born, seeing as I had boys first I said to the doc "they fucked up, she has balls!" Anywho She's the only one of my kids

I haven't said this to anyone. I mean that, nobody. However, I am seriously contemplating another huge life change. I am REALLY tired of struggling in BC. I mean I love my province don't get me wrong.

So. In the past few months, I have gone (under the advice of Legal Aid) through the Maintenance Program in Alberta. The person involved was ordered to pay 368.00 per month. Right. See - 368?? The first

I am going to put down some truth, right here and right now. So. My 14 almost 15 year old has a "biological father", who for the most part? Hasn't been in her life. We had to get a DNA test before

I am stupid broke until tomorrow. So tonight, I am trying to relax. No phone calls, just music, my food and blogging. I still hurt and BAD from yesterday. But I have to plow through it somehow... as I

So if I was to listen to this doc, I would be sicker than sick today. The doc and I quote, told me to take SIX Extra strength tylenol per day, along with 2000MGS of Naproxen. Newsflash, that's way over