This week I felt musically inspired again.
So I wrote a song.
This is the first song I've constructed that is longer than a minute.
If my jam isn't your jam, no hard feelings.
I'm doing what feels right to me.
Enjoy and please leave some feedback :)
The Mind That Sits Inside Of Mine
This is how my story goes
This is how my story goes
I already feel like it’s tattered and told
This is how my story goes
What do I do when the bully is me?
If I had to give her a name, she’d be called anxiety
I could shout help me from the rooftops and no one would hear me
It’s like they fear me
I can’t comprehend the mind that sits inside of mine
But they expect me to have this mess figured out so I can function properly in society
Round and round on this carousel I go
Will I ever stop spinning? Who knows
Will I ever stop spinning? Who knows
It’s like an infinity symbol for insanity
Beautiful days to me are the days where my mind sees clear skies and butterflies
And the clouds part ways and allow me to think clearly
Everyone acts like its all smiles and likes until the door shuts and they’re screaming into their pillow why?
Don't you like what you see?
It took you 3 hours to get ready
You bought that outfit because it was trending and your friends said it was slimming
Don't you like what you see?
Do I like what I see?
Trying on different personalities because it's 2018 and you have the opinion to be anyone you wanna be
If you wanna pretend to be
But what's the point of pretending
Whats the point of existing if you don’t feel free
Shackled by likes and a tiny fucking iPhone screen
Highlight reels playing on repeat
I just wanna be me
I just wanna be me
Don't you like what you see?
I just wanna be me