i feel sad and feeling lonely,,but you know im trying to cope,trying to understand that this is gods want,is it?
so many problem i have,but im fighting it to continue my daily life,
we are poor,financial not so good,
i eat rice with noodles every morning while envying my neighbor have a delicous meal on there table.
is this the life for me?
thats what everyday im thinking..
i cant work because of my stable,
i feel i will die in few weeks,
waiting for my end? doing nothing,,
nobody cant help me,
only god im calling always..
god pls cure me..
