It's been 20+ days since I've been back home from school for the holidays and they're calling me back again for reasons that makes absolutely no sense(it does actually but that's not the point here!). Normally and for other faculty students, after the end of a year,that is two semesters, there's usually a three to four months break from school. I just want to say that since I enrolled into this school,I have never experienced such. I haven't even gotten a whole month holiday from the school itself apart from the extra days I give myself for the break. I don't know but this saddens me and make me want to cry every single time. "You're shortening my break because of a stupid program I never asked to be part of and now you're making it add value to my grades and semester results!!?"
I'm an engineering student,I school in Nigeria. And there's this program called SWEP usually held for first and second year students. SWEP is an acronym for Student Work Experience Program. To be honest I don't really know what I do there,I just know I perform some practicals with my coursemates,write reports and submit. Stuff like that.
Right now, I'm just trying to maintain utmost composure and not just curl up somewhere and cry. It's taking everything in me not to say fk it and delete my WhatsApp app where my school gc is and go non-existent but that's going to mess up my grades badly and I can't afford that,sigh.
Not only that but I'll also be wearing coverall and safety boots every single day and time whenever I go to school. This safely boots are so heavy I get pains on my calves whenever I wear them. Let's not even talk about the amount of sweat that goes on in my body whenever I'm wearing my coverall.
I really really wish my face didn't express stress so bad and easily. It's sad cause I hate it every single that. Whenever I'm stressed or tired, I'd be looking like someone that's on the brink of death and wearing glasses doesn't even make things any better. But this happens to everyone,stress is terrible. And I'm talking about walking under a scorching sun to go to class or having to walk for 30 minutes cause you didn't see any taxi or bus to class,still under a very terrible hot sun.Fk my life.
That's it. I'm tired of ranting/complaining now, I'll just go to bed and dream of me sorting and getting my things ready for school cause when it comes to being prepared to go to school at the moment, on a scale of 1 to 10, I'm at a -5.
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