I been working two jobs for more than ten years. I am happily married and have two wonderful children. I recently hurt my back , lumbar sprain and was the worst pain ever. I could not stand, sleep becuse of the pain. With the house mortgage and the family I felt the pressure. I took about week to be able to stand. And four months to get back to work. I felt bad. I ask why am i bieng punsihed. Did i do something wrong. Am paying for something in did. The pain was like no other. I felt I let my family down. I see now that this was test. I see life in a diffrent way. I trusted in god and held my two jobs for the sake of my family. God aloud it to happen to make be better.