Why am I awake?
It's few days to end 2025 and start a very long journey in 2026, there is need to think 馃 and plan about 2026.
2025 wasn't too bad but somethings didn't go as planned so there is need to change some strategies.
Am few things am thinking right now is why it didn't work and what to do to make it work in 2026.
So many things kept me awake but I will share just two here with my friends.
Midnight is the best time to think about life, everywhere is so calm, no phone calls is coming in to cause distractions and no one from outside is screaming to one stubborn child so it's just the best time to have deep thoughts about life and it's challenges.
One thing I mismanaged during 2025 was diet, yes my way of eating was so bad that I always visited the hospital for food poisoning, after a while of thinking I came to the conclusion that I was a bit lazy and that lead to bad hygiene, so now I have to draft out how to cook and clean my kitchen from Monday till Friday, no more eating out, my breakfast lunch and dinner will be home made meal, that means waking up more earlier on daily basis to prepare food for the day and sleeping late sometimes to make sure I tidy my kitchen up.
A second challenge that kept me awake is how to keep some people away from me, I noticed that the people I called friends during 2026 where not friends, they were serious back bitters, if not for the grace I will have lost my means of income so I woke up and decided to think how to manage such friends, I don't want to be enemies to them but same time I don't want to be real friends with them, so how would I achieve that?
It's challenging to me because I am not a reserved person, when I see someone as my friend I see someone I can discuss challenges and someone else I can share my story of success with but unfortunately some people I have as friend are not cool with success stories, so right now am thinking how to flow with them in this coming 2026, let my success story remain a secret between me and my family.
Some tips are coming up as am writing about it, so am glad that I have figured out how to be friends with such ones but not really friends as we start 2026 journey.
Am feeling sleepy 馃ケ so I have to click publish and get some sleep.
