Quisiera.(Esp/Eng)

Quisiera

¡Ay Dios! como quisiera olvidar aquellos tristes ojos fijos,
perdidos en la antigua nada,
lejos, lejos de nuestro cariño.

Absoluta nostalgia sembrada en lo profundo de sus sueños.

¡Ay¡ como quisiera que sus ojos fueran míos,
que me mirarán fijamente
¡que me besaran para siempre!
pero ya no eran míos,
eran tan lejos, eran tan fijos, eran de otros "ellos"
¡nosotros ya no existímos!

Ellos te llamaron, ellos te aclamaron,
yo te suplicaba: ¡No te vayas!
Tú sufrías, pálida, sudorosa,
no podías, no aguantabas,
ellos te llamaban, y yo no te dejaba: marchar.

Ha pasado el tiempo,
hoy estás con ellos, ellos me ganaron,
ellos te quisieron, y yo aún te quiero.
Como quisiera olvidar pero no puedo.

Miles de veces te pienso, y regresan aquellos tristes ojos fijos, me desvelan y no puedo evitar sentir el dolor que no cesa
que no se cura, y que se queda para siempre.

Dios como quisiera que no hubieras sufrido, que no hubieras suplicado, gritado,llorado, porque yo no puedo dejar de sufrir contigo.

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I would like to.

Oh God! How I would like to forget those sad fixed eyes, lost in the old nothingness, Far, far from our love.

Absolute nostalgia planted deep in his dreams.

Oh how I wish his eyes were mine, that they will stare at me May they kiss me forever! but they were no longer mine, They were so far away, they were so fixed, they were from other "them" we no longer existed!

They called you, they hailed you, I begged you: Don't go! You suffered, pale, sweaty, you couldn't, you couldn't stand it, They called you, and I didn't let you go.

Time has passed, Today you are with them, they beat me, They loved you, and I still love you. How I would like to forget but I can't.

Thousands of times I think about you, and those sad staring eyes return, they keep me awake and I can't help but feel the pain that doesn't stop. that does not heal, and that stays forever.

God, how I wish you had not suffered, that you had not begged, screamed, cried, because I cannot stop suffering with you.