I still remember the time when I was with him, so beautiful and so romantic. I will never forget forever. Even though it was a long time ago, 5 years ago, the memory was still stored, maybe even forever. He will not be replaced in my heart.
5 years ago…
At that time, I was still in grade 3 high school, majoring in IPA. I have a best friend, he is pretty cool. He is a fairly indifferent person according to others, but he is a foolish person in my eyes. But, despite his excitement, he's actually good. Every time his friends are in trouble, he always tries to find a solution. His name is Avideon, often called avid and my classmates. We are always together. every time he goes to school, he always picks me up, and so does when he comes home from school. Our parents have known each other, which is why our friendship is getting closer. oh yes, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Vizha ... often called Zha. Since childhood, I and Avid have long been friends, and finally we know each other's personalities.
Right on Saturday night, aka Saturday night, my family and I are usually loyal in front of the TV, because I want a weekly night, I also don't have a boyfriend, so it's better to just stay home. and, while having fun chatting with my two younger siblings, my doorbell suddenly rang. Immediately I headed to the vestibule to see who was coming. Oh it turns out that came the Avid. What do you have to do when a child comes here. With a little showing off his dimples, he invited me to go out for a weekly night. What? I heard right? I used to go out with Avid, but never on Saturday nights.
"Do you really want to ask me out, vid? Are you having a fever? " my hand then felt his forehead. "What the heck, zha ... I'm serious. Well, instead of you just at home, you better walk with me. Is not it? he asked again. "Hmmm ... what do I do, I'm confused". Avid kept trying to persuade me until finally I was melted. "Okay. I want to. wait a minute, please". I agreed with the invitation of the avid.
"Okay, okay. cool, cool, finally I have friends to make my way too. "
I then left Avid to change costumes. Tonight I have to dress up a little. I feel strange tonight, not as usual. 15 minutes later, I went back to meet Avid in the living room. Apparently, he was busy chatting with papa and mama. Papa and avid are practically very familiar, maybe because they have the same hobby, which is convoy using Moge aka big motorbike. When Avid saw me, he seemed not to blink. I became suspicious, don't let anything go wrong with my clothes. But, I guess there's nothing strange about my appearance. Suddenly avid stood up and said "zha, tonight you are so beautiful. So far, where have you hidden your beauty? " "Oh God ... what was my dream last night? I was called beautiful vid. during this time he teased me more often than praise me.
"You have nothing, vid". I replied. "Alright, let's go." he asked while holding my hand. I was a little surprised by Avid's treatment of me this time. We both said goodbye to papa and mama, apparently Avid had asked permission before to take me out.
Throughout the trip that night, endless avid invited me to joke. That night I felt very happy compared to the night before, for some reason. Cold air began to hit, involuntarily in the middle of the journey, I hugged Avid so tightly, as if I didn't want to lose him. I hugged her while closing my eyes. Peaceful, comfortable and happy, those three things that I feel when I hold her. And, I felt a warm touch on my hand, I realized that Avid was holding my fingers. I'm happy, but I'm also shy. However, I tried to ward off my embarrassment, because me and him were just as friends. Shortly thereafter, Avid parked his motorcycle in one of the cafes that we often visited. As usual, he ordered his favorite menu, so did I.
Our chat was still as usual, like the previous day, as if the events we had just passed along the journey had never happened. Finally the shame that had started to appear, now began to disappear.
Without being felt, the night was getting late. The cold of that night, increasingly piercing to the bone. We finally decided to go home, plus the sky seems to be cloudy, it means that tonight the sky will cry. Avid and I did not want to get caught in the rain, he began driving his mogene with a pretty powerful speed. Not bad, it makes my heart beat faster. Out of fear, I held her so tightly. Avid just laughed seeing me scared like that. And finally, we arrived at my house. Avid hurriedly said goodbye home, because the sky had begun to pour tears drop by drop. After avid left, I went to the bathroom to take a shower. And after that, I decided to sleep, even though my eyes were hard to close. Considering the incident, I smiled to myself. I looked at the ceiling of my room, there was a pair of lizards also chatting, maybe they were also on a weekly night. The longer, my vision became fainter and I fell asleep.
The next day.
Today I woke up late, maybe because last night I stayed up with Avid. My body feels achy, so lazy to get up from my bed. I see the clock has shown at 08.07 WIB. Not too late in my opinion. As usual, I checked my cellphone, who knows if someone texted. Apparently there are 2 messages that had been waiting to be read by me. The text turned out to be from Avid. The first SMS said good morning to me, not forgetting to add kiss emoticons. and the second text, he said "girls at this hour are still delayed, pegged snake fortune". Ouch, he really never stopped teasing me. coincidentally my credit is empty, so I can't reply to avid sms. huh, even though I really miss him.
Even though today is Sunday, but I at least want to delay the time to take a shower. I immediately took a towel, and headed for the bathroom. not long after finishing bathing and also fully clothed, I sat sitting in the tv room, watching my favorite cartoon, Doraemon. I hope, today avid come to my house, just to watch together. But, the person I was hoping for didn't come too. I don't know what he is doing, I don't know. today, a very boring day for me.
I want to quickly change to Monday, because I can meet Avid.
Today I went through just watching, eating and sleeping. So annoying.
Monday arrived.
that morning as usual avid had picked me up in front. I then said goodbye to my parents. When I want to sit in the back, avid invited me "please sit down, princess". "Ah pretentious sweet you". I replied furiously. I'm a little angry at Avid, because yesterday he had absolutely no news after his sms that morning. "What's wrong with you, Zha? how come you are so dirty with me ". Avid asked in surprise. "Already, we'll be late". I replied curtly. Avid began to step on the gas and eventually drove mingling with other vehicles.
10 minutes later, we arrived at school. Avid again asked about my jutek. However, I completely ignored it. He begged me, he apologized even though he didn't know what he was doing wrong. In my heart, I could not bear. I don't want my friendship with him to be ruined because of something trivial.
"Avid, I'm not angry anymore anyway". I said to him with a smile. "Really zha?"
"Yes, vid. I should be the one apologizing to you, because I'm already angry angry not clear ". I said again.
"Actually, you are annoyed with me because of what zha?" avid is still curious. and I explained the truth, from my deepest heart.
"Where were you yesterday? why don't you contact me, I'm sick at home. and I miss you vid ". I said, without realizing my tears dripping. Luckily at that time the other children were still outside the classroom.
"I'm sorry, Zha. I texted you, but you didn't reply. I understand, maybe you don't have credit yet. " obviously avid. "But at least you call me". I replied.
"Yes already, Avid apologizes. avid promises won't be like that anymore ". Avid then hugged me and tried to calm me down again. happiness comes again. It felt like someone who was hot, suddenly a gentle breeze passed by. That's what I felt when he hugged me. And that did not last long, because the entrance bell was already ringing. Me and Avid sat down. We are indeed like conjoined twins, inseparable. We have passed lesson after lesson and it's time to go home.
Avid was waiting for me in front of the school fence. On the way, avid teased me. I blushed a little when she said I was beautiful. Oh Avid ... I think I'm starting to fall in love with you. Oh no ... I'm ashamed, even to say this I'm also ashamed.
In the afternoon, as usual me and the avid, also our parents both, walking together in the afternoon. We broke away, and the main goal was in the park. That's Avid's choice. I just agreed with his suggestion, because the park was also quite comfortable to relax in the afternoon. Upon arrival at the destination, me and avid were sitting on park chairs. Our position is quite close. But, the atmosphere at that time seemed so tense. and I think, avid feels the same way, because I see sweat starting to drip on his forehead.
"Avid, why are you so sweaty?" I asked in surprise. "Oh it's okay, really." the answer was stumbling. "Are you sick?". I asked again. He just shook his head. Before long, Avid suddenly grasped my two fingers tightly, but full of feeling. I can only be quiet.
"Zha ... I have something to say to you". Avid began to open the conversation. "Yes, vid. just say it, I'm ready to listen ". I replied while holding back Avid's fingers.
"Hmmm ... zha ... I ... actually I have long liked you. forgive me, zha ... ". he said softly and faltered. Like being struck by lightning, I could not believe what Avid said, so far I did not realize that he liked me. Apparently my love is reciprocated. Thanks God.
Day by day, suddenly that day Avid did not go to school. It turns out he is sick. He deliberately did not tell this, because he did not want me to worry and not concentrate on learning.
When I started to wake up, my head was still a little dizzy. I immediately thought of Avid ...
"Ma ... where is Avid Ma?" I sang the existence of avid. I felt he was still there, his presence was felt. When I fell asleep, I felt Avid stroking my hair, wiping my tears and kissing my forehead.
"Vizha, I love and love you more than my life. I'm sorry I can't be the best, I can't take care of you. take care of yourself, dear. "
Goodbye dear.
I love you
My tears trickled and flowed endlessly, he really loved me. God, why did you take him so fast, you better take my life too, so that I could be with him there.
End of story.
Every year, I do not forget to visit the grave of my beloved, avid. He is always my place to confide in when I'm sad.
avid, you are not only a boyfriend, but also a very good friend. Maybe that's why God took you faster.
THE END
