I wish I could have the superpower to make things happen the way I want them to. However, it’s unfortunate that things will turn out that way instead. Many things we plan for that won't come our way, and a lot of unplanned ones that keep surfacing.
Life being so multidimensional got me pondering so deeply about what my existence is all about. Sometimes I just wonder why they gave me the name I bear, and then when they call it, I just have to respond to it. Yet I just grew to like the name and not even think about changing it.
At times, it’s best to vibe with people, but what if they become a burden instead? I guess you will be left with no choice but to find your way to stay alone.
Being lonely is also no one’s friend. Especially when you need companionship. I know it's better to stay alone than get yourself engaged in wrong and toxic companionship. But loneliness is also a problem at some point.
Today is just another day i had those blank and empty feelings from within. Should I say I went dormant for some time? It is a rare feeling, though, but anytime I experience it, it always looks like it's going to take forever.
Just like a home with light experiencing total blackouts. Just imagine how the people in such a home will have to struggle to find their way. Or better, they just get to remain where they are pending when the light gets restored.
Had it been they were informed beforehand, then you can say they should already find a way about it before it happens. But unannounced, uninformed, unexpected, if you should struggle, then there is the possibility that you will hurt yourself.
Just like when you need water so badly, the thirst has already reached its peak, then you get to open the tap, and instead of water dropping, you could barely catch the last drop of water that came from it.
Just imagine how your body is at that point in time. That empty feeling from the tap will surely strike down your veins, and in no time, you will feel so empty too.
At one point, all you could think of is a solution, a way out, a source of water, to quench that thirst, that probably will be your priority at that point in time.
It won’t sound funny that when you get the light restored, you know the value. You get to appreciate a cup of water after quenching your thirst. I rest my pen here tonight, ranting here got me a little fulfilled and full again.
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