Yes, the most important thing is to fight back. Fight back from all the struggles I have experienced. It may be in terms of relationships, friendship, family, and even with my academic. It was a struggle for me knowing that I should aim for something because of the people that surrounds me. People expect for something because of your background. I wasn't able to aim for the dean's list last semester and it was a stab for me knowing that I can hear something in return. Yet, it didn't hinders me to try to climb again and aim for it. Maybe I don't know the outcome of my hardwork yet, but knowing the fact that I tried harder than my performance last semester, gives me a chill. No matter what will be the outcome.
My relationship in terms of my former friends and lover didn't went as the expectations that I wanted. But, I have met a lot of people who reminds me of who should I be. My mind is at peace with the people that I am surrounded with right now. And in the long run, I have met my lover before this year ends. At first, I was a little bit shook of how this person treated me. Even now. Hehehe. Everything feels like a first time to me. Receiving the five languages without asking for it is a blessing in disguise. No words can express how grateful I am to these people right now. And to my friends out there whom I lost connection with, thank you. You really means a lot to me. Rooting for your success, everyone.
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What I have realized is that, everything happens for a reason. It may went smooth or not, but the fact that you have learned something is beyond our control. May this year be a blessing to everyone despite if we have lost someone or something, and even if we failed yet still managed to stand on our own. Let's just be grateful for everything. I pray that everyone’s 2024 will be a year for everything. God bless, everyone.
P.S. I wasn't able to post for quite a while because of some important matters with my academic and work. It's hard to balance everything knowing that I barely use my phone.
