Damn, I was in a mood yesterday!
Sitting here at this beautiful spot, feeling grouchy about the silliest things.
Like, "Why is this person invading my space? How dare he!"
And
"Aww, isn't that cute? Can't you go be cute somewhere else?"
Actually that second one is a lie, as soon as I saw the baby some of my grumps toward people faded.
No, that's a lie too...they didn't fade so much as change direction.
"How dare I be so cranky in the face of such magnificence?"
I couldn't even tell you exactly why I was out of sorts... hormones? Perhaps. But these feelings aren't just conjured by an imminent visit from that Bitch, Aunt Flo.
Exacerbated by her grumblings? Probably. Shoved up to the surface to get my attention? Definitely.
So, what is the underlying cause then? I don't like this new "treat the symptoms" approach that's gained popularity, I'm a "Hack it off at the root" kinda girl.
Thoughts spin through my head. People suck And So much to do, so little time and What do I really want out of this life?...
What do I really want? Can I boil it down to one thing?
I don't care much for material shit. I love people- but in doses. I Love nature as my surroundings. I LOVE writing....
...But I really haven't been writing what I love.
Hm. Feeling closer to an epiphany.
Carving out time surrounded by nature? Check.
Bringing a notebook or laptop with me instead of this handheld distraction?...
...?
Leave phone in car
Bring instruments of writing instead
Spend a few minutes in quiet meditation
Annihilate that crabby bitch with creativity!
Feeling better already! :0) Thanks @tattoodjay for this Wednesdaywalk inspiration!
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