01:47 PM
We could make 2 lists. There are bad presidents but also presidents who didn't counter the bad which is like indirect bad. I wonder if Reagan thought he was doing good. Clinton was trying to appear as good for the economy but he probably let things go through.

01:50 PM
Who were the worst presidents of all-time? This list by Van is pretty good. I might have both Bush presidents on my list. Also, what about Abraham Lincoln?

Summer Camp

2023-08-23 - Wednesday - 03:37 PM - My Life Log - My 1995 Log.

1995-07-21 - Friday - Crystal Arnold - Journey Completion Certificate - Hillside Bible Church, Hillside, Oregon, USA. The yellow certificate paper reads as follows: "The Incredible Journey: Knowing God: Elohim: Jehovah Jireh, Adonai, El Shaddai. This certifies that Crystal Arnold has completed The Incredible Journey Vacation Bible School. The Bible character quality for your name is Pure One. The Bible character quality verse for your name is Psalm 119:73. Church: Hillside Bible. VBS Director: Diane Hoeft. Pastor: Roger Schuck. Date: July 21, 1995."

There is a pencil drawing of Winnie the Pooh on the back of the paper, I don't think I drew that. But somebody did. 2 stick people on the front looks like something I might have done. Maybe not as I did not draw stick figures much after like 1994. Like I started drawing better or differently starting in around 1995. I probably attended camps every summer from like 1990 to 2010 minus 2009. I say like 1990. At least by 1995. I think I attended this VBS camp too the summer of 1995. So, I attended camp for almost 20 years. Something like that. I did not attend camp the summers of 2011 to 2023. Someday I may return. I do like camp.

So, we attended the five-day Word of Life Olympians VBS camp from Monday, the 17th of July of 1995 through to Friday, the 21st. Often times camp was the second week of July each summer in the 1990s minus possibly a few times. So, I remember attending several times. The summer of 1999 through to summer of 2003, I attended the Word of Life West Coast Camp in California. After that, I worked at different camps.

1995-07-17 - Monday - VBS 01/05.
1995-07-18 - Tuesday - VBS 02/05.
1995-07-19 - Wednesday - VBS 03/05.
1995-07-20 - Thursday - VBS 04/05.
1995-07-21 - Friday - VBS 05/05.

WOLBI Year 1

2005-08-21 - Sunday - 12:00 PM ET - I graduated from WOLBI First Year.

Long Beach 2009

2023-08-23 - Wednesday - 09:25 PM - My Life Log - My 2009 Log.

2009-03-22 - Sunday - I was talking to Lincoln Hawk who talked me into the idea of visiting him. We had this conversation either Sunday or Monday. I purchased Greyhound tickets either in person or online. I think I did it online. I think our conversation was more likely Sunday as in a day before I left for the trip. Hawk said I had purchase a round trip. I could not purchase a one-way ticket. So, we planned for a 7-day trip.
2009-03-23 - Monday - 11:45 PM PST - Departure - Portland, OR. During the day, I told the manager I was going to be gone for a week and he said no problem. That night, I hopped on the Greyhound bus.
2009-03-24 - Tuesday - 06:40 PM - Arrival - Sacramento, CA.
2009-03-25 - Wednesday - 06:30 AM PST - Arrival - Los Angeles, CA. Lincoln picked me up. We ate at a restaurant. We played basketball on some of the days. We saw Last House on the Right or something. Like a horror movie. The year before that we saw Rambo for my birthday in February of 2008. I hanged out with him during worship practice as he is in the church band thing. I hung out with his friends. Hung out with his youth group at least one day at a restaurant and at the Salvation Army church. I basically followed Hawk around. I basically saw what life was like as a youth pastor there. One time I ate all the ice-cream and he got mad at me. I thought he meant I could eat all of it.
2009-03-29 - Sunday - Church.
2009-03-31 - Tuesday - I believe I departed California on Tuesday. On this day, we filmed Spaceman & Diaper Boy, the babysitter and the giant baby, the lady in red, and a fourth video which was never uploaded was a baby trying to get a job.
2009-04-02 - Thursday - I probably arrived back to Portland on Thursday. It generally takes over 24 hours on the Greyhound from Los Angeles to Portland. I was possibly back as early as Wednesday, the first day of April of 2009.

Agape Church

2009-09-25 - Friday - I wrote notes in my Agape Church of Christ booklet with blue pen. I was attending this church off and on during my time living in Portland starting in as early as 2008 or at least by 2009 and ending in 2011 with my exit back to Forest Grove.

2010-08-15 - Sunday - 05:30 PM - Bought $1 lemonade from a children's lemonade stand somewhere, I think I was riding my bike somewhere. I said to them to keep up the good work. I wrote that this was before the N. Vancouver and Skidmore intersection.

Loading Dock

2011-03-01 - Tuesday - 01:00 PM PST - I started this log to jot down everything like an ojawall.

Praying More

2023-08-23 - Wednesday - 10:53 PM - My Life Log.

I'm praying more in light of everything. Psalms 23 comes to my mind. There are several points I would love to make in this rant right now but I may fail big time as I usually do. I generally do fail at my desire to help people. I end up misunderstood. I was unable to gather enough fans who would have my back. I feel like everything is lost in some sense. My mind is crowded in thoughts. I might be in a fork in the road in my life. There are a lot of things I am not allowed to talk about right now as I mentioned yesterday. People don't generally read everything I write all the time which is fine. But the problem is that leads to me being taken out of context and what have you. My thoughts right now is so random and disorganized. I need to debunk the lies about me that have been around since at least 2013. I am still for partners who can help me in everything that I do. You can help out in my server group on Discord. You won't find me there. I'm not even allowed to talk about that. I shouldn't even be writing this. I had to move over it. My emotions regarding all of that is all over the place. My desire was to document my life in videos, articles, photos, memes, websites, web pages, files, documents, etc. For the record, a lot is out there for the world to see. If anything happens to me, you will see I was framed. I'm innocent. I need help from you to help others see the truth of the matter regarding everything I'm talking about. Some people don't take it seriously. I may change in some ways in life. I may talk about that in the future. But the core of my essence is still the same. I've mentioned some of the projects I've been working on for decades. I'm not guilty of the things they say I'm guilty of. There is a lot of fake news about me floating around the Internet, a lot of legal DEFAMATION against me. I'm in this weird spot in life where criminals are actively plotting to take me out. They feel like they will never be caught. They also feel like I'm a bad person which I'm not. We all know I'm not a pedophile. I'll never kill myself. I'm being threatened, attacked, abused, etc. So many things have been happening for years. It's tough for me to summarize. I've failed in life regarding many things. Maybe not same things you think. Let's not conflate between my actual failures with that of things I did not actually do. So much fake news about me. I don't even know where to begin. I was told not to even talk about what happened because they want everyone to know about it. They see it as a game. I've been building my autobiography for decades. I post my daily blog to help people see who I am. Like who I really am. When you study me, then you will see how criminal the lies about me are. But it would require thousands of hours to totally study. I hope nobody is reading this. I still got a lot of work to do to help people see the truth. I need more partners and supporters. I get a lot of hate even as I'm so small. Not a lot of people know me. But there are bad people out there who don't care that I'm innocent. Their mind is made up. I've done a bad job at explaining things. So, that might be part of the reason why people think I am bad. But then they do bad. And that is not good. I am using simple words right now in a desire to summarize a million things. I am not happy with crimes done against people. I am not even allowed to talk about it. I wish I had people who could help me. There is a witch hunt against me. I have talked about this before for years. It accelerated this year to a new high. I feel like I have not got the attention of many people. I have even said sorry many times regarding many things. But don't conflate that with other things. I wish I could say more but I got to go. I may not have an opportunity to correct the record regarding many things. Like Trump, I am also a potential martyr. I will never kill myself. I have to say that because people lie and say I would. But I would not. I have not. I do not. I will not. This is here for the record. I am taken out of context. I apologize for bad grammar. Life is hard. I try to help people. I have been helping people all my life. I talk about that on my blogs and websites and social media. There is a long history regarding my life that can be fact checked. But the haters will say what they say no matter what. Bad people will say I did bad things. But it is not true. I am trying to explain how it is not true. I am not going to explain right now. It takes a long time to explain. I have tried explaining before. For many years I would try hard to debunk fake news against me. I will try even harder in the future. But I am not perfect. But I am also not evil. I try to do good. My intention is to help. Long story regarding many things. I am not supposed to get into the weeds or the details relating to what happened. I don't have enough fans who would discover the truth on how people lie about me. Instead, too many people only look at the surface level of what is happening in my life. I don't know if Roy is reading this. I feel like he is on Discord waiting for me. But I'm not allowed to be on there, they told me I can't be there. At least Roy sent me socks. He would likely say the problems I run into is my fault. I would disagree. But I may be murdered or imprisoned soon. If you don't hear from me in a while, you can assume bad people got me. And then they will try to get all my accounts online suspended. They will try to delete all my content. They're like hey YouTube who deleted over ten thousand plus Oatmeal videos, hold my bear. People are actively trying to hack my Facebook account. So, I will no longer be there soon. I have talked about the bad people and what they are doing. But not many people want to do anything about it. So, those bad people win. And I lose. And this is it. Any day now, the bad people will end me. And they will tell everybody how great they are. Even tho they are bad people. They do bad things. But truly the fate and destiny of Oatmeal is up to you. I need a lot of help regarding many things. I am working on many things. I am lying about that. People lie about me all day. I do not try to lie about me. I am working harder than ever before to help people see the facts regarding everything. My life is very transparent. I pray more for many reasons. I will continue to try to do what I do. Like Michael Jackson, This Is It.