Its been over 3 months since I last posted on steemit! The reasons for that were too difficult to explain until now but here goes...
As some of you know my first child was born on April 13th. Oscar Matthew Bradder. He was born 10 weeks premature and weighed just 880 grams. To cut a long painful story short, Oscar left our world just 5 days after emerging into it...
This destroyed my soul and over the last months, I have been in and out of councilling and GP office's, repairing as much mental damage as possible before taking on the ordinary lifestyle again.
I must thank @buddyup and the team (@calumam speak on discord later) for the support during his birth, as well as the gifts sent by @dreemsteem. I still have them and shall save them until myself and Jade are ready to try for a second attempt at being parents.
Much love to you all, I hope to get back out adventuring in the coming weeks :)