I'm winning the battle
Hi Everyone
Well I am at the 4 week mark and I still have not had a cigarette.
I was a little bit hard to live with when I gave up. I would bite peoples heads off for no reason and then would have to apologise for how I reacted.
I am feeling heaps better and now I am able to take a deep breathe without hearing a strange sound I think it was my lungs blocking up with all the tar and crap I was putting into my body.
My family is happy I have finally given up, I am finally getting back to the happy go lucky person I use to be and I don't smell like cigarette smoke anymore so I have been told.
At 30 dollars a packet the cost adds up, I found it hard to do things for the family and now that I have given up I have a few extra dollars in my pocket so now I am able to spoil my family instead of being embarrassed about having no money.
The best part is I am no longer giving money to the corporations that would not care if I died and the government don't get their cut anymore either.
I am really thankful for the support my family has given me. I am so blessed.