I felt guilty
I am a very reserved , kind , honest , hardworking person and I don't like cheating my fellow human beings because I believe that whatsoever I do to anyone that is what I will definitely get in return , my life is very simple and I don't have mind causing trouble though when I am angry, I am always like a lion roaring and respect people , people around me knows this very well.
There are somethings you tell my wife about me when I am not there that she will never believe that simply because she knows who I am and she knows me to be a very transparent man .I don't know how to keep things to myself, I negatively, I am always a positive person though sometimes I Have my flaws.
The only thing that I used to do, hmmm,
I have not done any bad thing to anyone that will make me feel guilty except one thing ,I am not saying here that I am a Saint but people who are close to me truly know this.it may be because I am only close to my family than anyone, you can only see me around my wife and kids , seriously these are my way of life and that is if you will believe me .
Let me go back to the topic that talks about guilt.
how my feelings of guilt influenced a personal relationship
I think there was one time like that I was to go am activate a job in which it is was going to some hours to be through with and there was no money on me to give to the family before I go for the activation of the he job, so have to let my wife understand that I won't be able to drop anything for her since what I want to go and do is very important to us , we truly depend on that job for survival, she told me that she is going will manage till I come back the day and she agreed but I wasn't comfortable about the situation but I have to go get the job done , the person I met there treated me well , he gave a very good meal to enjoy but I still wasn't comfortable eating the food knowing my wife and kids have not eaten anything and they are waiting for me.i could not reject the food because I needed to eat so I can work well .
After I had finished activating the job, I called my wife and we sorted things out then I told myself this will be the last time I will ever fall into this kind of situation.I felt guilty about everything though it wasn't really my fault but it is my responsibility to make things available for my family. It really helped my relationship positively .
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