Wow this story really resonated with me. The feelings of shyness insecurity and heartbreak are so relatable. I've definitely been in @Abdulqudus shoes before - pining after someone you deeply admire but struggling to find the courage to express those feelings. The awkward attempts at conversation the constant checking of messages and that sinking feeling when your affection is not reciprocated. It's all too familiar.
RE: If you can’t fight, fly!