Life can be very unfair sometimes and most times it is what do cause ourselves. Words are like egg, once broken it can never be packed again. Your cousin never knew those words will hurts and it is how it it’s. Words that hurts always stick to our heart.
Sorry for the lost tho, and I wish there would have been a closure for you to get the answer you really desire
RE: LIFE ITSELF HAS NOT BEEN FAIR TO ME.