Interesting vision of solicitude, yes it can be both a blessing and hurt, but mostly, it helps to clear the mind of other lines of thinking and push away all harm of our souls, is something that deeply helps us and make us grow, nevertheless is part of our way of life and helps to keep an eye on our own mental health if you do it right, i send you a big hug of support bro, best of luck on the constest.
RE: Solitude (JOY & PAIN)