Ghost!
Do I believe in them?
The answer is No.
But I believe in the supernatural. There must be something beyond our understanding, beyond what we see, different from our being, not similar to our dimension. But I don't name them as spirit or soul. But supernatural is the perfect word for what I believe.
The question asked by @silversaver888 is -
Do you think you’ve ever encountered a ghost?
I'm not sure if I have any certain answer to this. There are two parts to this answer.
- My supernatural experience.
- What's going on inside my head.
The day my father passed away, 11 years ago, I had some supernatural experience. But what I experienced is I believe some sort of hallucination, nothing else. I guess there's no need to explain why I had the hallucination because everyone can understand what emotional sufferings I was going through.
That day, I went sleeping after crying for hours in my room. I didn't cry in public. I didn't know I could sleep, it was like a nap for a few minutes. Some sort of mumbling woke me up. I turned around to see what's happening and saw some people are chatting about my Dad's death. It was just for a few seconds, when they saw that I'm awake, they eventually started to vanish.
It felt like they also were living in the house with us, know everything about us and that's why talking about us.
But I know my mind came up with this weirdest hallucination. Or did it?
The ghost is always inside my head. It can't let me be in peace. I can't sleep night after night even taking medication. This ghost is more real and crazier than anything out there. And the hard part is, I can't stay away from this. The more I try to hide myself the more it go crazy to find myself! So befriending the ghost is not the only option left!
This week's question reminded me of what I put on my social media bio.
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed,
Get along with the voices inside of my head.
These are the lyrics of the song 'The Monster' by Eminem ft. Rihanna. It resembles exactly what I feel inside.
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're tryin' to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy...
