greetings, community friends, this is my first time posting in the women's community, please support and if I'm wrong, please reprimand. I want to tell you about my journey and my wedding journey. we got married in early 2021, January 15th, and at our 15th wedding anniversary we were also blessed with a womb, and I am very happy to have a very big responsibility and I want to live it with all my heart. and on the 2nd of October I gave birth to a baby boy whom I named RAKA TITISAN my heart is very happy and I really want to meet my soul mate. .but unfortunately god has other plans my baby was born with a weight of 2.20kg and and it's an abnormal weight.and he breathed his last breath on the 4th at 6am unknowingly.the doctor told me after my baby died 1 hour later there, my heart was shattered into pieces. I cried as big as it happened. in my heart I asked God to take my life too. made my heart strong. and this trip was only for the diversion of my very broken heart. that's all my story. i can't go on anymore sorry
