Yes oh I've faced something i did out of my way so that i can seem cool.
There was time my cousin was getting married, so we all went for the wedding seeing my other big cousins who I've not seen for a while it was really amazing i was happy to spend time with them. So i decided to act good, so that they would like me. It all started the first day i went to the host house, i was so hard working, before they say a word ahh madam have done the needful.
My sister was looking at me, the only thing she could say to me "madam Weldon get ready to press your body with hot water then tell any one to massage your body immediately after this wedding". I never bothered, i was still doing anty good in the house.
My senior cousins already Know how active i was, so i became their messenger. The moment they need something they will just call me," fine girl please come and help me buy this or please help with this" hmmmmm! Fine girl will do it without complaining, they don't know fine girl is becoming tired ohhh. I suffered through out that period because at that point i became the obedient child in the house.
So many compliments from relatives, ahhh it got to an extent whenever am been called to do something, my aunties will ask me to go and rest. Deep down my mind thank God. Heyy!! I became so tired, hmmm anty want to back out but I have to finish what I started, i was regretting already. This one that everyone is already seeing me as a good girl and deep down I'm suffering, as in no freedom and good rest.
I could not stop because what I've start i need to finish it. I could not endure ohh i have to form sick this was how i managed to escape from been a good girl ohhh.
After then i learnt my lesson, since then I never tried that again, to please people in order to displease myself. Whenever i am going for an occasion i don't show myself hahahaha if you like love me if you like don't talk to me i don't care, but the enjoyable part is that i have my freedom.
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I have said something that i instantly wish i could take it back, but i have no option i apologised.
There was this day my best friend and I were coming back from the market, along the line we had an argument that led to the extra of not talking. So the we decided to talk and try to make things right with her, i was stilla ngry with her, because the day we had the argument i was unable to Express myself, due to the fact she left me alone, and that hurt me so much. So on this fateful day after we have reconcile, hmmm I don't know when i told her that i will never come to her again, she was very angry before i realize she was mute and angry as well, i just wish i could take back my word, because instead of me to put on a smile on her face i am making her feel sad and i know that so many things will be running through her mind, the moment i saw her mood i regretted my actions, i began to apologise, I have no option than to follow her home, so as to brighten her face and also to maintain friendship.