It just amazes me each and everytime I use an NSAID analgesic which my body is responding very well with vanishing my joint pains and then I get a small time of opportunity to get up and use the bathroom.
It also gives me a sedation effect so I feel relaxed and wanted to sleep already because of that. But I needed to use the toilet first to relieve and clean myself so that I could feel much better because these pain issues makes me fear moving around.
But even though the pains are alleviated I am ever so careful with my movements because the bone breakage risks are real and I pray to God not to let those happen because I can live with pain but not a total immobility but I know that God knows what my heart wanted.
I am just surviving, living a day at a time with the most difficult medical condition a man can experience. But nonetheless I am still very thankful and grateful for what I have and have had and all the beautiful things that I could possibly have in the future.