At that time I was moving On from one of my exes. I have an Eskimi account that finally brings me to a man who is able to make me move on from my ex-girlfriend, Rizki. At first we were just friends, getting to know each other. He asked for my mobile number.
I answered, "what for?"
"Just to get to know" he said
"Oh yes," I answered again.
Already from there we are acquaintances for a long time he shot me, he said that he likes me. I'm confused, I don't have any feelings with him but for the sake of Move On from my ex-boyfriend I received Rizki, we are LDR (long Distance Relationship).
I really don't have feelings for him, but he is really sweet to me. He always combines me every day. Surely I immediately fell in love right. He was very understanding, I was sure that if he loved me, I was sure that he was actually paying attention. Because of his attention to me, this and that is always prohibited by him. I like being watched by him, but unfortunately he is really over. At the same time he seemed to live in heaven, very happy to be in a relationship with him.
3 months have passed, in December he changed so much attention (excessive) I'm confused.
"What's wrong, why is he suddenly like this? lest there is something "I said. And indeed on December 31 he didn't text me, didn't give me news, didn't call me. I'm worried too cry. It was a strange thing, suddenly attention and suddenly disappeared, at exactly 12 pm on January 1, 2014 I texted him.
"Where have you been? Don't know what other people are worried about? if you want to go or what you say, don't just shut up like this! "
"Yeah sorry dear, I'm out with my father. Sorry"
"Porn or cheating?"
Then no longer being banned by him, I am very resentful and angry too. the next day he also didn't text again. Then I texted January 3.
"What do you want? do you have a new boyfriend? how come it never texted? "
"Sorry, Rara, I can't stay like this for a long time, I can't, we can't keep on LDR, I'm not strong enough, especially with the person I love, you. I also want to focus first on my UN. "
"Haaa? what did you just say? is it not wrong? you have the heart, you have the heart to destroy our dreams. just say don't want to break up like this. say! "
"I don't want us to break up, I just want us to focus on our national exam so we can get into a good high school."
"No need, now you say to break up with me!" While crying.
"Sorry I can't"
That replies him, then I can't reply anymore I can't see the text. 2 months have passed I live the days without him, every night crying in the room can not sleep often sick. It hurts to be left without a message he hangs me, I can't just inbox him.
"How are you? how about our relationship? Don't hang it up, I'm not strong "
"Sorry, actually I'm like this because I've been paired with my mom"
"What? Are you crazy or what, Ki? How could it be like that, we're still dating you have already been matched by your mom? Evil! So you want to? "
"I do not know"
"You don't know what to do? think with your brain I still have it, you like that you don't love me huh? don't love me? say! "
"I love you"
"continue?"
"Wait for the UN to finish, then I'll let you know the certainty and continuity of our relationship,"
"Yes, I can be for Allah's sake for you! But what I want you to not disappoint me later. I don't want to be separated from you. I want to realize our dreams when we grow up. I love you."
"Yes me too"
We dated September 19, 2013 and now it's been more than 6 months we are dating. Although 3 months without him. After I knew he wanted an arranged marriage I became stressed and confused. Don't know what else to do. Until now I have to wait for Mei for him. I have tried to be strong in front of many people including in front of my friends and friends. I just pretended to smile happily in front of them all, in fact my heart was very fragile.
Other women are not necessarily as strong and as fresh as me, who wants to go through January, February, March, April alone and hang a relationship with a man who I love very much. Still 1 month more I sacrifice for him Rizki Aji Anggoro is a man I really love. Hopefully I was given patience with GOD to wait and mastered this hung relationship.