#doldrums

Trying to work through — or come to terms with — my longest creative slump since Covid lockdowns...

Those of you who follow my blog will know that it has been several months since my last post, this is because I have no work at the moment and am unable to pay my rent and bills though the earnings I can

The warnfull signs of dumps: being pessimist . focusing on problems . loosing the happiness . being despair . having problems in night asleep. Please Follow me @kitty24

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the irony in your own abilities , there is no hope in anything, the mere desire to burrow deep into the hole, and leave everything for later. I need to kick myself and it helps., to rise to the top of

again I'm a nobody in my eyes, as if dust between the toes, again a crisis , there is no sense of the ideas I have for what ? I do not understand I live, but I'll wait when it will pass again and again