Pleasure and hidayah often come and appear in the self, but without us knowing, sometimes someone can keep good or sometimes vice versa. When it begins to erode and there is something missing, then comes great regret. Especially on the spiritual pleasures.
Spiritual pleasure itself is a pleasure to the soul, concerning faith and peace of mind. Formerly very close to the khaliq (creator), able to memorize with the Quran well, able to muraja'ah (repeating) up to some juz (sheet), routinely perform dhuha prayer and tahajjud, but now feels empty and lost.
The main cause is immoral. The sinner is not just a sinners who seem bad in the eyes of man, but more dangerous when we do a good not because khaliq (creator).
The solution is iltijja 'that is running fast towards the khaliq (creator), repent and regret, cry in front of khaliq, prostrate, because we are only sinful servant, which is never perfect. But remember we are not forbidden to go to the point of perfection.
The grin of crying and long sujud will not be in vain. The hand that accompanies with the accompanying soft voice does not make us despise, because the khaliq is as good as the helper and He is the omniscient.
@zhia elsahira..